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Everyday

Y U M M Y

The way you are

I love the way you controlling me,I don't know why but I love it so much ok.The way you control me, make me to grow in love with you sayang. Hehe.Thank you for your advice, I appreciate it and I will take it postive and throw up the negative.
I'll always remember your advice.The end..

xoxo,raa

Happiest in the world

I want to keep happy every day,

I do not want to upset. 
Upset is shit.

I loved everything about him

I loved the way he treated me,his personality, 

the way he laughed and especially the way he made me feel.

ofcourse were not together now but he's the only person 

who gave me that special feeling. 

I tried to move on but nobody compares to him. It's so hard. I hate thinkin about it but no one is quite like him. You're different from the others, I don't know what are you different from other guys. You was the most perfect, in my eyes. Haish, I don't know what's wrong with me. Urhhhh, Until when we're going to fight for no reason, you don't said Hi to me and I didn't said Hey to you. I miss you, don't you miss me? I'm happy when you're sitting next to me, because you're the only one who will always make me smile even without any reason .I love the way you smile,You know what, your smile is the greatest one and from your smile my heart became quiet. I don't why, I don't why, Don't ask me. You made me cry and I can't stop.You completely know the power That you have the only one makes me laugh. I miss all ur jokes.Sometimes funny, sometimes annoying but I still love you with all myheart. 

The end..

Loves,raa xx

My Life Afta PMR..

                                     

Hang out at night, back home at 4, go to bed at 6 and getting out of bed at 5 pm.
I din't see the sun directly,Hihi.

That's my life now, kind of stupid. But even before the PMR I like this too. 

but no one was until I do not see the sun. 

Now my life is not have to learn and study,That's why my life a little way necessarily. 

I also have not gone to school, I miss all my friends, but all are far from me. 

I just always hang out with my seniours. They're all good I think.

I'm tired of living, awake, sleeping, eating alone. but also best for this kind of living like a fool. Too stupid, I also do this thing right? Hehe.

I have also thought to find a job for a while. To find the experience too, hehe. 

But I don't no what works want to do.If Possible, I want my salary 1k and above. I'll try. 

Fuck off,I have no idea, lack of ideas. Bai xx
Loves,raa

5 things you should know

1. What kind of human you? 
2. In fact, You're nothing. 
3. You just gave me High Hopes that you also love me but it is not. 
4. You said that all girls of all is the same. All girls Cheat and Zero when talking about love but 
5. In Fact You're that Type..

Being stupid because of stupid things.

Already 2days I didn't update my blog. 
-I'm stuck, I go crazy for a while, I'm off for a while and I have no mood to this day. I don't know what wrong I am, what I have already been made until you no longer want to treat me like before. I miss you already. I miss us. I'll wait until you forgive me, While I'm not mistaken, but I really will always wait for you. Let me be a Fool for a while just for you. Let the around of us only if  want to insult me just because I'm waiting for you. I would not intervene because 
I just want to love you ,
but Do I need to make all of this? Why I'm not the kind of Despair? And I don't have to treat you like a boy behavior is immature, right? Why I'm not the kind of base such as that? I'm stupid because of love.But It's Okay, I'll try to wait as long as I can wait for you. 

xoxo,raa :[

Fuk

Myboy got some fever,get well soon k sayang.

Sayang,

MAAFKAN SAYA,SAYANG :[

I LOVE YOU...

MyEverthing

Oh mother, she is the only one who understands me, loves me, caressed me, entertain me and the kinds of things do you respond to my actions. I love you with all my heart, no one can replace you. im happy because your happy,im here for you because your here for me, i wanna stop time so you wont get old

but if you do, please remember me.

And thanks Mommy,for everything you did for me.Sometimes,I did not realize was too rough till to make you hurt.I'm Sorry Mom,but u're the only one in myheart <3

loves,raa

ILOVEYOU

Anything is possible,
when it comes to love.

Some say it is a sin to love,
I never did ask why,
But, if I sin in loving you, I'll sin until I die!

XOXO,Raa

Sokay,I'm Fine

Sorry for the late updates k. I'm too busy with my disagreement with my friends, fights and that makes me and they are not friends anymore. But I'm not complaining because I have my own friends.

My dear friend who understands me and my friends are always with me when I need a shoulder to cry.

But that does not mean we're not friends anymore, We are still friends but friends as usual and not as previously.We no longer like before, We go there and come here together, We hang out, We gossip, We share problems, and more sweet and bitter memories of us all.Now, I'll just forget about it and it all just a distant memory for me :)

Xoxo,Raa

Lost in translations..

I wish this is you and me

REGRET

If I love you that is Wasting My Time, You do not appreciate me, You never loved me but You gave me HOPE to me that you love me as I love you. You hold my hand, You're hugging me, You call me baby, You said you miss me to, but behind me you CHEAT with me, I know we are still not become lovers, but You give me the high expectations that you love me .

Dahulu, You love me with all your heart, but that first time we are not mature yet still young to be in love but now I love you with all my heart whether this is what goes around comes around. I regret all this is true of all sins, if I am appreciative of our first love and I'm sure We'll love until now because I know you. Absolute heart you. Why do not you see all this, I hope that you love me as I love you. Is this my fault? What I am to be blamed? You become someone else and no longer like before, you're getting wild and forget about me. I am sorry to leave you first. I was just in a dilemma. I really love you, I hope you read this sayang. Mwa mwa..I miss the old you :(

love,raa

Im Just Miss You :(

YOU CHANGE :'(

Why? Where're you? Where's the old you :'(

Imisssyouuuuuu,Huuuuuuuuuu.I want you back,I dowana lost you baby. Don't chu miss me sayang. *nangis ni

Em, Saya ada buat salah dekat awak ke? Awak marah kat saya ke? Sampai awak taknak jumpa saya dah? Awak tak sayang saya dah ke? Awak taknak lepak dengan saya ke? Awak awak :( Mana awak menghilang,mana awak pergi. Saya menanti kehadiran awak :) Saya rindu awak buat muka, Saya rindu awak senyum,gelak,Saya rindu awak shisha pastuh buat "O",Saya rindu awak merepek,Saya rindu awak marah,Saya rindu pergi Ampang Point dengan awak,Saya rindu cium awak,Saya rindu pergi rumah,Saya rindu awak datang rumah,Saya rindu awak pakai eyeliner kan untuk saya,Saya rindu nak bergosip dengan awak. Arinaaaaaaaaaaa, nak dikatakan semua benda yang kita buat,AKU RINDU <3 Huhuhuhu :( Tapi takpelah aku paham, Awak janji dengan kita, awak nak jaga diri. Awak jaga diri elok2 k. Loveyou..

xoxo,raa

Happy Belated To Me :P And Hi Blog.

Hi Everone. I'm still new in this blog and still dont know how to use it but I'll try to learn it. Wtf,this word is too nerd,lol.

Anyway, yesterday was my birthday and now I was sweet 15 :)

Alhamdullilah,I'm still alive and growing to be teenagers and and I can feel the bitter sweet life in this world. 

To those yang wish my birthday thanks a lot for your wishes on my birthday.I love you :') 

and Faizul thanks for the suprise birthday k.I REALLY WAS SURPRISED <3 and I really appreciate it :P Hihi.

Thats All. Welcome to my blog. huhu

xoxo,raa